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I am truly in withdrawal stage. Any of you that may have started the journey towards health know exactly what I am talking about. I have gone from eating pretty much whatever I want, to making conscience decisions about exactly what I put in my mouth. This means LESS SUGAR, LESS CAFFEINE, LESS FOOD. My body has revolted. Monday evening I got a massive headache. I had it for almost 24 hours straight. My body was in pain. I felt like I had been hit by a mack truck. This is called DETOX.
Last night my best friends and I talked about the addictive power of SUGAR. Even the word looks pretty.
It is proven that the more sugar you eat the more your body craves it. It’s like a drug. It effects the same chemicals in your brain that cause you to become addicted and show addictive tendencies. Well, at least that’s what wikipedia says. Also, to all my carb lovers: bread is sugar so it works the same way.
Today I woke up with 2 Corinthians 12 on my mind. In this chapter Paul is still telling us of his trials and persecutions. He actually says he is “boasting” about his weaknesses. I love that. I think that sums up the whole intent of my blog. I am weak but He is strong. Only by His strength will I ever meet my goal.
Paul then goes on to talk about the “thorn in his flesh.” We never really find out what this is in the Bible. I regard this as one of the Bible’s great mysteries. I totally relate to Paul in this passage. I always have. I truly believe that my weight struggle is the thorn in my flesh. This is something that God has given me to deal with so that His strength is made perfect in my weakness. And trust me, I am VERY weak.
Last night, as I licked Cool-Whip off a spoon, I thought about how the cravings I have for sugar can cause me to do things that seems crazy. I mean who eats Cool-Whip right out of the container? I mean unless it’s a holiday and you are forced to lick the container clean to use up the extra that’s not all over your pie. Or, it’s a Tuesday. You know what I thought then? “Well at least I didn’t finish off the bag of Cadbury Mini-Eggs (my favorite) that is sitting in the cabinet taunting me!” Hooray for small victories!
So today I will hold to 2 Corinthians 2:9-10. I think The Message version says it best, “And then he told me, “My grace is enough. My strength comes into its own in your weakness.” Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size- abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become.”
If you’re on the journey with me what are some of the crazy things you have done for food? Please share! Let’s be crazy together!!!